Saturday, December 18, 2010
About My Brother
Update- That pic of course is not my brother but he very much looks like him (so cute) and the cock size about right. will be posting some non face nude pics of us some time later.
As I mentioned in my first post my brother and I have always been very close. A lot of that no doubt was we were just a year apart. Mike is now a looker. 6.4 black hair blue eyes and while not a bodybuilder has a nice bod. He also has a wonder thick 7.5 inch cock which I get to play with a lot now.
I started having sexual feelings toward him when I was 17. He was really starting to develop at 16 though he was very awkward with girls. I knew he felt the tension between us but despite our closeness that was one subject we could not broach. YET.
It nearly came to a climax (literally) the late spring of my Senior year. He thought he had the house alone but did not know I was there. I walked into his room and there he was stroking to porn on the computer. He was only 16 about to be 17 and I had just turned 18. He still had a bit of that teenage cute body type. When I walked in he was stroking that cock big time. I always thought looking at him through his shorts that he had a nice one and indeed he did. He was very very embarrassed!! I teased him about it but in a loving way. Sadly he covered up way too early but I saw enough to make me hot.
I tired to make him feel better and we started talking. I actually was doing a lot of talking and he was stammering. But there came a moment when he looked at me and I at him where we almost went at it together. It passed because I withdrew from the situation. That was for the best. It was the parents house and a situation I could not control. But I knew I wanted him and from that moment on I knew he wanted me. The sexual tension between us actually caused some problems. I had so much on my plate (about to graduate, preparing to go to LSU, and yeah those two air force guys I mentioned in my first post) that I knew I could not handle elevating my relationship with my brother too a new level. Further as I said he was awkward, lacked some confidence that despite his sweet personality and emerging good looks was causing him girl problems. In other words he wanted to get laid in the worst way and could not. I also found later that like a bunch of guys he was playing around with a guy at school. Nothing serious and not really a gay relationship. But like a bunch of horny boys they would suck each off and rub each other cocks together. He felt a lot of guilt about this (plus he thought he was now perhaps gay (oh those labels). In reality he was doing what a lot of boys that need to cum do when they can't get a girl.He wanted a mouth and tongue on that sweet cock of his and someone was available. About 4 months later my mouth would provide. To break these episodes up I will post on that next.